LOST

It’s a strange feeling, you feel like you don’t belong anywhere. It may not seem important until you loose it.
You wish you could all the shit from happening but it just escalates and when you think there isn’t anything that could make you fell worse there is
It’s like stepping out of yourself and just watching everything happen but not being able to do anything about it.
these past two weeks have been the worst and its not the things you loose but the way you feel when you lose them, not even understanding how its affected you and trying to go on to realizing that you’ve gone slightly mad.
You cant tell anyone cause they’ll think your irresponsible and stupid
No one seems to want to help except for the unexpected few. You want to ask for help but know you its your mess to sort out.
And with it all you might as well be broke…oh wait you are broke
You cant explain exactly what your feeling and no one will truly understand

fresh start